On this road to success....

What up yawl! Long time no speak to those that follow my blog.... Man, life is moving fast and it has been a roller coaster for me lately. Honestly, I feel like the better I get at this music ish and the closer I get to my goal the more friends I'm losing.... Why? I have no clue....I wish things could be different but hey *Kanye shrug* I guess that's just what has to happen. I don't question Gods work no matter how much it hurts. I'm use to having no friends anyways so being solo dolo is nuffin' to me. I just feel sooo excluded and I refuse to expect that I'm not good enuff ! Because my talent speaks for itself and I get fan mail now. My 9th grade teacher Mr. Duncan for goodness sakes said he's a fan of my music so yeah ppl most defiantly see my star quality and like my music. I might not have a bunch of fans like Wale or whoever but I just started releasing music via facebook 3 months ago so my buzz is where it should be. I don't expect to have a big buzz just yet because I don't have 1 mixtape out yet and I haven't had 1 show of my own yet. I'm just popular via facebook right now....I just think at this point I should be included in certain projects because I'm just as good or betta then so and so....Hey, I'm just being honest and I have people that will vouch for me on that! But one thing I have is a good head on my shoulders and I'm blessed with the drive to get things done on my own.....I don't know what the future holds for me but I have God next to me so I know I will be straight. Everything I ever wanted in life I always got one way or another not 100 percent because of my fams help but because I ALWAYS know how to get myself out of of bad situation, I'm a risk taker and a go getter. I have neva been scared of ANYTHING or ANYONE (that could be a bad thing but so far its been a good thing). If I set my sight on something I GET IT! Right now, I know EXACTLY what I want and I refuse to settle for the back seat or to be told I'm not good enuff because I work GOT DAMN HARD AT MY CRAFT! DAY IN AND DAY OUT! I'm self made and SOON I will be self paid. I look up to people like Jay-Z & Diddy (Business men) I look at their struggle when they where coming up and look at them now. Yeah, Diddy did some people wrong but hey, this is a dog eat dog world only the strong survive. There is no time for weak and soft people (especially around me. I need GO GETTERS AROUND ME! Business minded people. People that know what they want and get shit done and support me just as much as I support them no strings attached.) , u gotta be strong! I swer I feel like people be sitting back talking mad shit about me and laughing at me and I prolly know exactly who those people are but I don't care I know in my heart I'm a be something special and make something out of myself. Why? Because I have my priorities straight and my heart is in the right place. I do this music shit for 2 reasons...1. Therapy and 2. Family!!!! I can careless about be the best rapper alive, I don't want that. I just want to be successful, happy and wealthy. And I play this like chess. I have my life set up PERFECT, better than a lot of artist foreal. Because I have 4 things I can fall back on and be PAID so be the next Jay-Z or whoever doesn't mean shit to me. I just wanna be the next successful BLACK MAN!!!! 100,000 or more by 25 mark my words! SELF MADE/SELF PAID! If u stick wit me u will be straight if u sleep on me and leave me then hey.....I wish u the best, DUECES!