Monday, June 28, 2010

Weekly Poem (Random)

Love Left behind
Written with a pen
from the depths of my heart
i want to tell you how much i miss you
but i don't know where to start.

From the moment u left my arms
my heart began to break
the thought of leaving you behind
was just to much for me to take.

When i shut my eyes for one last kiss
you held my hands and braved a smile
you told me it is going to be hard
but only for a while.

I turned to walk away
and you began to cry
seeing those tears in your cute little eyes
was enough to make me want to die.

I got in the car and began to drive
at that moment i knew it was true
that leaving you behind
was the hardest thing I've had to do.

While i sit in in tears
pouring out my heart and soul
i just want you to know
i miss you so much
your the one that makes me whole.....

Sunday, June 27, 2010

How has Jay been???

I recently celebrated my 22nd b-day.....Well u can take the celebrate part out...So I guess I will just say I turned 22 (Thank you to the people that cared to say happy b-day, to those that didn't BIG middle fingers to u =))....Life has been a bit different for me good and bad, maybe mostly bad as far as me feel a bit lonely on this road to success.....But I can't complain this is what I asked for. I am making progress with the music. My main focus is audio engineering right now but I do have a mix-tape FINALLY in progress and I have been getting good feedback on it FINALLY!....I think all the hard work practicing all night on my flow and delivery is really starting to pay off. My mentor Oddisee came ova to my studio and he said my music sounds radio ready =) and I know he was being honest because he told me the joints he didn't like (There was only one maybe 2). But I'm just staying humble and confident like always in my PINK Polo, yeah go head and hate lls. I just wish........Nevamind I don't wanna say that.....It's been alot going on smh. I'm glad me and my Popz squashed the beef because being homeless for those few days was long enough lls. But I think all thats been going on in my life is just to make stronger and it give me something to rap about.....I think I have grown as a person because before I would diss whoeva wheneva for whateva in a song if they made me mad but now I just let karma catch up to him or her....I think I have to work on my attitude though because punching holes in my wall at home is not cool, I'm too strong to be going around hitting things or people. And I have been boxing lately smh yeah I gotta control my temper. But thats my update for this month. Thanks for the read!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

HAPPY B-DAY TO MY GEMINI BROTHER 2PAC


I AINT ON NO THUG LIFE ISH BUT FEEL LIKE I CAN RELATE TO PAC ALOT. I UNDERSTAND WHERE HE WAS COMING FROM WITH ALOT OF STUFF.

My Cuzzo Nando's video "Talk to me." was nominated video of the year at the DMV Film Festival

IDK IF SON WON BUT EITHER WAY THATS A GOOD LOOK. IM PROUD OF U MY NIG....DMG, IM TELLING U WE GOT NEXT! LIKE NANDO SAID "TAKE ME FOR WHAT I AM OR TAKE ME FOR A MYTH// SEE U BEEN TRUELY BLESSED IF U CAME ABOARD THIS SHIP// THIS BE MY CLICK, DMG THE GODS// TRY AND TO DO WHAT WE DO AINT GON GET U VERY FAR// LLS

I'm back drawing again!

I HAVENT DRAWN SOMETHING IN A LOOOONG TIME BUT I GUESS I STILL GOT IT. IM A LIL RUSTY, BUT I THINK ITS JAH DOPAGE! RAPPER, ENGINEER, WRITER, SINGER (YEAH I GOT A 3 NEW R&B RECORDS, I HAD TOO PAT MYSELF ON THE BACK FOR THAT LOL) PRODUCER, MODEL, VIDEO DIRECTOR, DESIGNER LOL MAN I DO EVERYTHING, IM BOUT TO BE PAAAAAID....HEY, DONT HATE JUST BE LIKE AT LEAST HE AINT LOCKED UP OR DEAD. I MADE IT PAST 21 WITH A CLEAN RECORD =) IM A POSITIVE YOUNG BLACK MALE!

Monday, June 14, 2010

Rihanna-Rockstar 101 ft. Slash

THE THING I LUV ABOUT RIHANNA IS SHE GOT BALLS (PAUSE). IDK I FUCK WITH HER MUSIC, SHES DOPE ASS HELL TO ME. I LIKE THE ATTITUDE!

"Runnin." Lil Wayne feat. Shanell

GOOD RECORD! I HOPE I CAN FIND THIS BEAT=)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

BAPE Crape 2010

I'm cop those, prolly not this color but yeah. Im a get these=)

Saturday, June 12, 2010

NEW KANYE WEST! HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

When I get this beat IM a vent a talk about EVERYTHING that has been happening too me these past few months. From school to my popz kicking me out, EVERYTHING will be touched!

DRIZZY FREESTYLE

Thursday, June 3, 2010

LEMONADE FREESTYLE Shawnjay Laylor.



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